Post-dated from 1/8/07
So.
World's upside down. People flow in and out of my life. Pass through me, pass over me, and somehow so many of them seem unaffected. Yet, I'm sincerely impacted. I find they exercise some influence over my direction, they inspire me, they make me into an artist, they compel me to think harder, to scream louder, run faster, jump higher, and fly even though i shouldn't be able to. And I sometimes feel guilty taking that feeling from them, and feeling that they just move along, totally unaffected by their interaction with me. That somehow I've taken everything and given nothing. I hope it isn't true, but many people guard themselves quite well. And others don't look to gain inspiration and perspective from others. I gues you never do know.
New Year's came and went. Lev-04 struck again for a fantastic time.
I'm thinking of digging in for 3 year's of Law School at night. St. John's is becoming a distinct possibility, especially if I can get merit scholarship. So we will see. I swore I couldn't take going back to school, but if they make me an offer I can't refuse....
Back to life, folks. Client meetings, bills to pay and my own mouth to feed. A little stomp of the foot that neither NY team could pull out a win when as both underdogs, they kept in the games. And a content George to see Randy headed back to the Diamondbacks, prospects coming to us, and a blockbuster trade of like 8 prospects for Johan Santana at mid-season if Roger turns us down.
Other than that--a little more sleep might be nice. Off to help myself with that one.
So.
World's upside down. People flow in and out of my life. Pass through me, pass over me, and somehow so many of them seem unaffected. Yet, I'm sincerely impacted. I find they exercise some influence over my direction, they inspire me, they make me into an artist, they compel me to think harder, to scream louder, run faster, jump higher, and fly even though i shouldn't be able to. And I sometimes feel guilty taking that feeling from them, and feeling that they just move along, totally unaffected by their interaction with me. That somehow I've taken everything and given nothing. I hope it isn't true, but many people guard themselves quite well. And others don't look to gain inspiration and perspective from others. I gues you never do know.
New Year's came and went. Lev-04 struck again for a fantastic time.
I'm thinking of digging in for 3 year's of Law School at night. St. John's is becoming a distinct possibility, especially if I can get merit scholarship. So we will see. I swore I couldn't take going back to school, but if they make me an offer I can't refuse....
Back to life, folks. Client meetings, bills to pay and my own mouth to feed. A little stomp of the foot that neither NY team could pull out a win when as both underdogs, they kept in the games. And a content George to see Randy headed back to the Diamondbacks, prospects coming to us, and a blockbuster trade of like 8 prospects for Johan Santana at mid-season if Roger turns us down.
Other than that--a little more sleep might be nice. Off to help myself with that one.
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